november was like a roller coaster. it’s not that it was chaotic or inconsistent; instead, it was anticipation, climax, and downfall. i say this because i had my ballet performance in the middle of the month. the weeks leading up to it were anxiety inducing, and then it was over. in between the chaos, i had a chance to meet with a fellow internet friend: xinyi aka @creative.chimera!! the convos and food were good (and much needed for my mind).
after it was over, i had a week off(ish) and went to arizona with my family for a few days. since coming back, i got bangs (!!) & been trying to get back into the swing of things. thanksgiving was mostly uneventful aside from the fact that the rain was so bad it started snowing (i was very happy). it was a low-key day; my parents and i ended up going to a korean place we really enjoyed and the food was so so so good. the day after, i got all four of my wisdom teeth pulled out (without anesthesia!!) and have been a sad, swollen mess since. :DDD
these past few days i’ve been queen of nothing trash!!!! i forgot what it felt like to…. properly fangirl? and it’s become so foreign. after my performance, my library hold on the wicked king was released and i binged the audiobook in a day or two (echm TEN HOURS DRIVING TO ARIZONA). i immediately bought the queen of nothing‘s audiobook and binged that as well. i then proceeded to stalk the tumblr tag, entering Full Trash Mode. THEN, i re-listened to tqon in a day. the problem is that i don’t even like it that much and know it’s like a 3.5 to 4 star series. but let me enjoy things in PEACE @me.
also some of my favorite songs this past month include be honest, by jorja smith & burna boy; silence, by before you exit; no space, by alextbh; and eric nam’s new album!!!
foresights of december
the main thing of december is that i’m doing vlogmas again!! i honestly miss vlogging. and making videos/content consistently. i feel like there’s so much to december that i don’t know how to sum it up. there’s christmas and holidays and *all the things* but there’s more to it that just events. there’s wrapping up the years events and gearing up for the new year, but i guess you could say it’s just another day. anyway, here are my other december plans:
- FINISH RECOVERING FROM MY DENTAL SURGERY
- jonas brothers concert!!!! i’m HYPED
- bleachers concert?? maybe????? i got two tickets but i don’t have anyone to go with me so i might just go alone ;—-; but that might be fun!
- meeting with a few friends when they come back for winter break !!!
- ballet intensive for a few days ~~